apologies

I am sorry I did not fit your mold.

I am sorry my curves did not match the girls you watched on your phone.

I am sorry my job did not pay enough for you to brag about it to your friends.

I am sorry you had to pick up the check most of the time.

I am sorry forgiveness was something I gave you so freely that you never learned from the crime.

I am sorry I asked for help with dishes after dinner.

I am sorry I was so tired from the day that I fell asleep during the movie.

I am sorry it was hard for me to initiate.

I am sorry I wanted to be selfish in bed.

I am sorry I found liberty in a warehouse in DTLA, instead of being yelled at for the house not being clean.

I am sorry I found freedom in writing this blog.

I am sorry the lease was signed.

I am sorry I chose myself; I learned it from you time after time.